Merry Christmas?

I seriously dread the holidays.. I really wish people can share happiness with me, but usually it seems that is too much to ask. I was having an extremely awesome day yesterday, it was snowing, it was going to be a white Christmas, and even though I get no gifts, I didn't care, as long as we did something that was memorable. We could have played in the snow, and THAT could have been memorable enough to me. But no. NO. I never get what I want, I didn't ask for something that cost money. I just wanted your time. This is just incredibly sad. I refuse to make a snowman alone. So now I am sitting here blogging about how this ruined my mood. So, I guess I will watch the snow melt?... cause it's Texas.. that shit will be gone in a few hours... You just couldn't even give me an hour? NOT EVEN ONE. So yeah. Merry Christmas. -_-