Senior

Son of a bitch. I am going to be a senior. After 11 years of school, free education is coming to an end. I understand that everyone should be happy it is the last year, and that they should enjoy it and stuff, but I am not happy about it at all. For me, school was a place to learn, and to hang out with my family. Yes, family. Sophomore year was the best year. Most of my cousins were there. A total of 5 of my cousins, but then my oldest cousin graduated. She left to San Antonio for college, and I hardly talked to her while we were in school. I missed being able to see her mostly everyday in high school. It simply sucked. Then for Junior year, I still had my cousins, and my Freshman cousin finally joined us in high school. The year was still enjoyable, I even had art with one of them. The year came to an end, and they graduated. The 3 of them graduated. I won't see them everyday like I am used to, and this fact bothers me. I am very attached to my cousins, I feel like I need them there with me. It's not complete. It saddens me. Now it's just me, and my Sophomore cousin. Just the two of us. It won't be the same. The year is going to suck, and I know this. At least I have an out period before school, and an out period after school. This can give a little bit of happiness. I can only imagine how it might be next year for my cousin, when I won't be there. I hope she doesn't get that upset about it. So, as I was kinda saying earlier, but drifted off, I am not going to have a good year, or at least I think I won't. Maybe this mentality will affect it, and I should think positive, but I am just a very negative person. It's a flaw of mine, I always think the worse, and brace myself for it. I really should think positive, but it's hard for me. This is my first actual blog, and I'll try and see if I can keep up regularity. Thanks for reading! <3

New Blog.

Since JaviLovesPizza is officially gone and stuff. I need a new blog so that I can keep up with the various thoughts and posts of others. So yeah, I will follow you guys. :D